i abhor socks.
and it's just one of those days.
emoemoemoemo
Green apples are wonderful.
If you're over 21, you're old.
I'd make a horrible grim reaper.
I was told marriage vows--again--.
I need a new lap top.
I can't shake off the feeling that I'm --missing something--.
I forgot i wanted to do my economics work today.
I worry about my dog dying,
and if anyone would be here for me when it happens.
I've cheated on the moon with my bed.
My lap top is really annoying me right now.
I'm slowing myself down, currently.
I can't wait to show off my yellow dress.
6 months is too long.
I'm terrified of losing interest.
my mother frightens me.
my dog sleeps like a human.
I bite my lip too much.
I should break that habit.
Maybe later.


Later


-faith


apparently it's april fools day....HUH. I really AM getting old.

In this clearing, I do
swear to love you
always, unconditionally,.
but my feelings fall through.
(come closer, i'll tell you the truth)
because honey, titles scare me.

f(c)o

----
coming home feelings list:
confused.
weighed down.
stressed (already).
scared.
insecure.
unsure.
longing.
contemplative.
quiet.
not talkative.
sad.
guilty.
with a pinch of a smile.

dont like it, sue me.
please then lose the suing.
and give me money.
and fix my heart.
it's short circuited.
it hasn't worked the way it should
in quite a long while.
be my hero and weld
the pieces back together
for me again.
No one told me the original
was so fragile,
silly me.
i may have pushed it too far the first time.
give me that second heart, then
i'll pick the new one off the shelf
the parts i want wont break this time
and we can all be happy again.
all
be happy
again.
this time.
happy

I try to find you honey
but all i see are stars
shooting across those pretty eyes of yours
deep blue and so far
away from where I am
is it pretty where you are
i can't tell, i'm not there
i've been left behind
with only stars
left hanging in your stare

f(c)o

---

Going to Canada in ten days.
Robert is coming back to town to get his dog (moved away month ago or so).
My feet are incredibly chilled.
highschoolers at my work place started, and hopefully have now ended rumors.
myspace girls, friends of my friend, don't like me commenting said friend and
again tried to stir up trouble.
I have a piece of paper on my back that reads "It is safe to talk about me now".
My dog is adorable.
I miss countless people.
Future is incredibly unsure.
The ground is slightly unstable.
I can still breathe (that's a plus).
I think I'm out of the love pentagon going on.
or at least it's been reduced to a triangle..
I can't seem to shake off unwanted likes.
I am still as clumsy and forgettable as usual.

so really nothing has changed too much.

always
faith

Funny thing happened... I spent an hour reading old journals because I was curious. Don't act like you never have the urge!


A'ight well guess what? I'm updating! how exciting is that? I know, pretty great. You're utter cluelessness as to what to do other than sit here and read this just SCREAMS "enthusiasm", Let me tell you.


So, "what have you been doing?" Why thank you for asking, I've been lazying around like a cool kid and breezing through the days... it's a very nice change from my usual "hectic stress", but yeah that doesn't mean I'm happier than before. I like being busy. But lately some awesome people have really entertained me. It's been all great fun

how about you? How has everyone been? Good, I hope and you better be. I'll be doing my normal trip around the world this summer, but keep my traveling within the states (I think). At least I know I won't be flying over an oversized toilet bowl of water, oceans. I miss my brother too much to be going anywhere else.




Here's a Quote (because I CAN be that random!)
"Guess what Faithy? I have THREE boyfriends" (Raven)
"Oh boy, sounds fun. Who they be?" (me)
"Here I'll show you the boys in my class." (Raven)
"Oh they're alright looking I guess for you. But this one with the red hair looks like a geek." (me)
"He is NOT! He's cuuuuute! You're just jealous." (Raven)
"What, because he can probably stick his tongue up his nose? No thank you, how about this boy, he seems cute (?)" (me)
"No. I don't like him." (Raven)
"Why, what's wrong with him?" (me)
"I don't like short boys or things, really." (Raven)
"Dats wha SHE said!!" (Leilah)


uhhhhhh yeah, their adorable? I'm a little worried for the four year old Leilah... And after a little more of a talk with Raven, I found out she's actually more AFRAID of short people because of a funny story I told her way back when about dwarves and chasing her or something if she was bad..... ..? I don't really recall... but it was still funny.

(ps: Raven is 8? 7? So more like 'crushes' then 'bfs')


FIN.


-Faith

I like the rain.


Just so y'all know.






Thank you for your time.



The end.


-Faith



PS) Michael Buble is the best performer around (IMO). Went to his concert on March 3 and absolutely loved it. I was in the 6th row, took many pictures at the stage (and videos), and he held my hand in Save the Last Dance. Be jealous? Yes, you should be.